“well if you sleep you’ll feel better”

“idk where i wanna sleep”

“oh you dont know where you wanna sleep huh ?”

nope especially after that now i know i’m gonna be sleeping in the closet

“everything you do says ‘i wanna be away from you so you’re gonna get what you want’“

whatever the quotes are off but idc

i hate this it’s bullshit leave me alone

like you’ve been doing.

i love this because ii’m nothing more than some kinda scapegoat (?)

die die die die die die die die die die is all i hear.

but i can’t. haha it’s fun. this a fun brain/side efffect of meth except not really because i’ve been off it for more than a year but hey i mean i had preeexisting problems before the meth

also i wanna do meth now cause i’m like this life isn’t shit. it’s not any better than the life i lived.

only difference now is there’s a DIFFERENT slightly socially acceptable way to live.

anyway i should <3 die