mascbi:

hey yall

im in the hospital for a surgery (i dont want to disclose the exact surgery but it is related 2 transitioning, as ive mentioned a few times on here i am seeking srs) but the person who was going in surgery before me had complications, and due to covid theres no spots for me today or tomorrow. theyre trying ti fit me in on friday but theres no guarantee and its probable im going to have to wait until next week.

the main issue is i get treatment in paris, but i live nearly 400km away from the hospital. i cant go home until theres a surgery spot for me, so i have to stay at a sort of hotel thats a dependent of the hospital until they know when my surgery will be. this means im going to have to pay for anywhere between 2 and 8 nights here, on top of also having to buy stuff to eat here (its very expensive in paris). basically, im gonna be pretty broke again! especially since i used to get scholarship money for being a student, but they ended this june, so starting this month im gonna have 160e less per month (yeah, thats under the relative poverty line in my country (: )

this is NOT A LIFE OR DEATH SITUATION i have savings, if i have to use them i will, this is not urgent. im going to be fine regardless. however it WOULD help me out to get some commissions (i wont be able to do them until im back home but im a fast worker and can get them done in a couple days). if youre interested in commissioning me, you can see my commission info here and examples of my art here.